Kamu yang kusangka hilang

After all this time
my heart still skips a beat
when your name pops up.

The whole year's been a mess
and when all seems to uplift
you come back
so sudden

with the ability to
make me weak at my knees
knowing the twist and turns of myself
knowing that I cant hate you forever.

I cant keep hoping for you
I cant keep waiting
I just cant.