Blueh.

I'm not up for much today. As I woke up, my body was begging me to crawl back into bed. I think I need to get sick. At least I'll get a day or two off. I'm already out of breath trying to catch up with everything, sometimes it seems impossible to keep up. A slice of confidence pie would do me some justice. I've been having some self-esteem issues lately. The laziness, the short-sightedness, the lagging brain, the problem with understanding Physics & of course, upcoming DREADED results. I'm being pessimistic again, I know. I can't help myself. I have issues. I need some time on the basketball court which I have been deprived of for what seems like centuries!

My mood swings are getting more random. One minute I'm laughing, the next I'm sitting by the window quiet, staring into space, sinking deeper and deeper. Thoughts cloud my mind, the uncertainties grew stronger, the disappointment bigger. Regrets.

Last night, I felt the need to be emo so decided to paint my fingernails black. Yes, black. (Bahh)

Estrogens, I hate you.