Because you're you.

Do you know how hard that was?
To resist the temptation of picking up the phone and calling you?
Do you know how much willpower it took for me to tell myself,
'you don't need him'
when deep down
It was was like stabbing my heart with a steak knife.
And that evening, so unexpectedly,

'1 new message'

It was from you.
You always knew how to make an entrance didnt you.
I just dont know whether to thank you or not.