Mixed emotions.

Wanna know why I'm sitting here on a Friday night blogging? Cause Ayah convieniently got the dates for the PGL show mixed up! It's actually next week! hahaha adoiyai.

So, it turns out that I might not be flying off to Leeds after all. Paul who also got Leeds requested for an alternative interview through teleconferencing and they said they would think about it. And on Thursday, the Regional office, (which is I-DONT-KNOW-WHERE) confirmed that they were trying to get a stable connection. So if they're gonna let Paul do it, there'll be no reason to deprive me of the privilege also right?

I dunno how I feel really.
1. Bummed cause along and kak Amy had planned a lot. They were really psyched that I was coming and they were gonna bring me to Sheffield to watch this gig. Aaaahh.

2. Relieved; I wont feel guilty spending Ayah's money.

3. Unaffected; cause going in March would take the hype out of REALLY going in September so, whatever.

Ok, so I'm gonna go ask ayah for money now so I can go spend spend :)