Sunday, June 23, 2013

Faith - Cause we would have been three today.


I had a pretty productive day today. I finally managed to bring myself to clear up the mess of a room I made prior to leaving for the short but sweet #SummerBomb adventure - which I will be updating soon, insyaAllah. Got up well early, went for a disappointing morning run as it seems my stamina has dropped over the past couple of weeks off for exams. Was only halfway round the block, but I was already panting as if I had run the 40K marathon! Jeez.

Was scrolling through the social newsfeeds after breakfast and I couldn't help feeling happy for all the marriages and engagements happening today. 

It's funny how things have changed so much isn't it? About 6/7 months ago, I had everything planned out. I knew when I was going to graduate, by when and to whom I wanted to get engaged and married to, I had someone to send random messages and call in the middle of the night, and call me keen, but I'd even started to save up for securing a home. I loved how stable and predictable everything was.

But now everything has been thrown up in the air.
I don't know what my future holds but I do know that He only has the best planned for me.
I'll just have to have faith.
FAITH. Its a beautiful thing. Its believing in something even when all reason tells you not to.

"I would love to end up with someone who is passionate about work but also passionate about life and living life with me." 

Peja xx
 

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